It's 0416. I went to sleep at 0320? And what a torturous one hour it was. Especially at the end of it. My imagination was going wild all along, getting wilder and wilder. No, not in a kinky way, but rather horrifying. I kept thinking of that face, then I rolled over, thoughts about (y) and what my suspicions, about how you know that I know that you know. Then the noise. Damn, the NOISE. Voices. Genie. Hearing Zhiyong's laughter. Hearing him talk. It was overwhelming, so overwhelming that I decided to get up. But to my horror, I couldn't. Sleep fucking paralysis. I tried to open my eyes- Too heavy. Move my hands- can't feel them. Aha! Wriggle my toes. That should work, right? It usually works. No, it always works. Except for today. It worked only after I wriggled for what seemed like forever while the voices were getting louder and Louder and LOUDER. Then I got up.

/rant.